Can we get to something serious
Can we get to
something serious
You will see
this starts the year 2014, playing a scooter I found her and she was very
friendly so after playing we added to Facebook.
And there I
greeted her but that did not happen anymore. We talked because I was the
one who made the conversation and she answered me sharply many times and I
supposed because we did not know each other in person.
Then he
arrived this year and in February he began to talk more often until we came to
the subject of love where he told me he had no luck, that he had finished with
him after almost 8 years of relationship. After that the friendship
relationship between her and me increased, we had more confidence reached the
point where I told her on March 1 that I liked her and that no matter the age
(she is 28 and I am 21) I wanted to be with her, but good to summarize she told
me that it is very accelerated that I am perhaps excited and not. That
same day we continued talking, we even had voice audio for the first time and
arrived at 9:30 in the evening if I remember correctly, about topics that we
talked about, she said to me out of nowhere 'I love you very much'. I was
delighted and I followed the thread and I said 'I love you too', to which she
replied 'I hope this works.
I'm sorry
but I have to tell you this, she and I started to have conversations by risqué
chat, we even went through discussions and in one of those she spoke to me in
the phase being a little bit of a drink. Saying that she hated me (she
also told me that she met her ex after many months of not seeing him and that
he asked her forgiveness and wanted to return with her) for playing with her
feelings, but that she loves me very much and thinks of me . The day after
that happened, she talked to me and told me that being sober now she does love
me and that she would accept being with me only as loving friends. If all
stupid I said that because I did not feel safe about things, but the story does
not end yet.
In addition
to high-pitched chats, we already started calling and we had so to
speak. Relationships by that means. We sent photos and all those
things. I woke up one Saturday with her. But all this comes to the
following. After 2 days of that night by phone. She told me: 'My ex
has come with her parents to my house'-' She wants to marry me '. I
certainly felt annoyed, annoyed, but more than that frustrated and
impotent. When we were friends she told me in a funny / serious way that
it was time to be a mom and that she did not want to spend many years at the
age of 32. That's why I felt helpless I could not pray more than a courtship
and nothing plus. We stop talking often and without that love of
before. Days went by and she said that it would be better if she did not
talk to him more than her head hurts from thinking that today she went to the
clinic it was very bad, etc., etc. I was destroyed.
2 days
passed and she talked to me and I was surprised, then we talked on cell phone
and she said she loves me, I told her I miss you I told her my love. And I
felt happy that we had returned. But, happiness lasted barely 1 hour,
because after that she said to me, hey for things of life my mom heard me
talking on the phone with you that now you can not, my brother will be aware of
my phase etc. and he turned me down like the previous time. I did not
convince myself of that silly idea so I spoke to him the next day telling him
that he owes me an explanation.
To which she
replied: 'Tell me, do you really like me ?, we can get to something
serious. The truth is that there is no future between us. ' I'll tell
you something, I felt very sad because part of what he told me was true. I
had fallen in love with her but I could not offer her a future. It was
there when she told me: 'I went back with my ex, today I did not go to work
because he invited me to go out and I was with him all day'. They do not
know what I felt when he said that, it hurt me in the background and I clumsy
did not want to lose it and after talking we were just friends. But it is
very difficult, we can not be as friendly as when we were two months ago.
Then I
stopped talking but the willpower lasted me only 2 days this morning I said:
Good morning, can I say something? - If you tell me. And I said: 'These
are among the first things I think about when I wake up.' She told me how
nice you are and then came the next. But I will tell you something, I can
no longer see you with other eyes, not only because I have a crush on my face,
but now there is someone else, who in the future will be very special to me.
Scared and
sad I said, Are you pregnant? And she said yes. It is from here that
I write this to vent and that I can help overcome this. I am a person not
very social actually, I had friends but currently I do not have people with
whom to enjoy say. An exit to the cinema, swimming pool all the events of
the year, happened at home. Well and with respect to her we remain as
friends and that is the end of my story of lack of love with her. I hope
you can help me overcome it
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